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myfairlady_82
30 December 2008 @ 09:10 pm
Hy all!

I just want to wish y'all a better 31th then mine will be. I'll be at home. :S Sucks.... I know.... but i can't help.... there's no one here with who i can go and have some party. I wasn't at parties since ages. :S sucks....  Just go and have some fun in my name toooo. *waves*


Nos szal!

Csak jó bulizást kívánok mindenkinek holnapra. Én jelentem: egész nap és este és éjszaka itthon leszek. :S Állati lesz. Dögre fogom unni magam és előjön rózsababa irigykedős énje. :S Utálom. Dehát ez van. Nincs kivel elmenni és 1 jót bulizni. Már évek óta nem buliztam. :S Szívás, tom.... nyah! Csak menjetek és bulizzatok helyettem is. *pusszantás a pofitokra*
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How i feel? Right now: apathetic
Music Rulez: 30 seconds to mars - Stronger (acoustic)
 
 
myfairlady_82
29 December 2008 @ 12:48 pm
Well... I just wanted to do something like this, sooo i did this meme.

Just post this on your journal with your own answers, then tag 10 people.

10 thing what made me happier in 2008:

#1 I got my diploma in February.
#2 I created my lj. :D
#3 I found some really good friend on Lj.
#4 I got job.
#5 Supernatural came back with season 4.
#6 Dean came back from Hell. (Hey. It's important. :P)
#7 My 1st really great and fantastic B-day in my whole life in this oct. Just 'cause of you. *i love you soooo much*
#8 The news from Vancouver: J2 lives together! *squeeee*
#9 I sent my xmas card into Canada to Jared. (I hope he got it and made him happier a little bit. *blushes*)
#10 The news: in 2009 there'll be a new con in Vancouver on aug 28-30. I hope J2 will be guests on it then my nameday (aug 30.) will be my best in 2009. *squeeee*

I tag(in alphabetical order): [info]annawinchester , [info]anne_winchester , [info]bloodyrosered , [info]christin_black , [info]ckll , [info]darvynia , [info]j2greendreams , [info]lil_kinky , [info]maddonna001 , [info]togoholic !

So! Now it's your turn!

*kisses and love*
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I'm here:: next to my pc
How i feel? Right now: creative
Music Rulez: Three Days Grace - Time of dying
 
 
myfairlady_82
26 December 2008 @ 01:03 pm
... Hungarians! (and to all who'll come once in to Budapest.)
If you like Kinkade (of course. :D) and if you like to play puzzles (the real not the online versions). Here is a shop and this is there webshop! In this shop you can find many puzzles with many different Kinkade paints in many different sizes between 500 and 6000 pieces.

Have fun and lots of love! *loves youuuu*
 
 
I'm here:: in my room
How i feel? Right now: awake
Music Rulez: David Cook - Life on the Moon
 
 
myfairlady_82
24 December 2008 @ 04:14 pm
I just come to tell you 'some' things! Well.... where i need to start. ummm.... (Sorry my sweet HUN friends, but i'm tooo lazy right now to write everything in hungarian too. *blushes*)

#1 My day: Well. I couldn't sleep any time. Just 'cause--> Firstly i wasn't tired. And in the last days (from friday til now) i slept a lot. No! I slept soooo long. I woke up every day... well.. somewhere after 12 a.m.!!! lol Secondly--> Hey! It's christmas and i'm 26 in my body but 5-6 in my soul. :P And thirdly--> It's my grand mother's birthday today! :( (Ya'know. Who died in aug.)
Somewhere between 7 and 8 a.m. i got up from my bed. I went downstairs and i wrapped the gifts. Then i decorated our xmas tree. This is the 1st year when i did it alone. My mom was there, but she just seen what i do.
Then we went to the cemetery to my grandmom. (as i said before this day is her birthday)
And now I'm here and write this post whilst i wait the night (6p.m. <-- this is our xmas dinner time every year)

#2 I wrote a new poem! It's just something what i'd like to tell.... (I just wish you merry christmas with this)
...and here's the way where you can read it. )...and here's the way where you can read it. )

#3 And sorry, but i couldn't stop myself! I did gift to myself! What do you think? What's that? Yeah!!! Something with J2! This hobby is scrapbooking! I did an 8-paged album with full of J2! *grin*

If you want to see all, go and see it in my lj album here! :P
 

#4 And last but totally not least!!!! I'd like to show you what i got! I got 3 xmas cards!
[info]darvynia I just say: Truth! I hope you know what i mean! [info]bloodyrosered It's sweet and elegant, and funny! I love it! [info]j2greendreams *laughin'* I can't stop smilin'! And my dirty and perv mind started to thinkin' and imagine the thoughts. lol Trust me! You really don't wanna know! Thank you your sweet cards and your lovely words! It's totally made me happier! And make now too, and will... when i read the cards again. Thank you once more!

   


*kisses and hugs you all*
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How i feel? Right now: hyper
Music Rulez: Breaking Benjamin - The diary of Jane
 
 
myfairlady_82
12 December 2008 @ 06:24 pm
... things what i need to show and tell you. :D

Come and read all of it! )


*kisses and hugs you all*
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How i feel? Right now: excited
Music Rulez: David Cook - Permanent
 
 
myfairlady_82
04 December 2008 @ 09:39 pm
...kívánság.
Tudom, tudom. Ez még r**** korai, de holnap reggel, amikor eredetileg akartam, sajna nem lesz rá időm. Ezért arra gondoltam, hogy inkább most "nyújtom át" drága barátosnémnak a születésnapi ajándékát.
Szal drága! BOLDOG SZÜLETÉSNAPOT Anne!

Ezt csak neked írtam. (Remélem, hogy az üzenetem eljut hozzád. *pirul*)

Egy üzenet

Valahogy volt,
de kit érdekel?
Talán csak Téged
és Engem.
Sok az ember,
de keveset ismersz;
S még kevesebb
ismer igazán Téged.
'Szar az élet!'
Gondolod néha.
De sose add fel,
mert van olyan,
        kinek kellesz!


Drága! Nagyon-nagyon Boldog Születésnapot! És sok-sok ajándékot és puszit a fontos emberektől. A nem fontosak meg le vannak sz****va magasról. :D  És remélem, hogy még nagyon, de nagyon sokáig élvezhetem a fantasztikus alkotásaidat; és lökhetem neked azokat a "rövid" kis kommentjeimet. *széles vigyor*

*Puszikázlak a pofidon*
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I'm here:: right there :P
How i feel? Right now: artistic
Music Rulez: Breaking Benjamin - The diary of Jane
 
 
myfairlady_82
29 November 2008 @ 10:59 pm
.... for xmas cards! I seen some of you did this too, i do it tooo. Just 'cause you know you'll get a card from me, too! :D

Sooo! Here is my list!
[info]darvynia 
[info]ckll 
[info]togoholic 
[info]anne_winchester 
[info]bloodyrosered 
[info]j2greendreams 
I forgot somebody? ummm... I didn't!
If you missed my xmas post: you need to check this post!

*smooch you*

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I'm here:: in my room
How i feel? Right now: busy
Music Rulez: TV
 
 
myfairlady_82
24 November 2008 @ 05:56 pm
.... Sooo.... umm... I just wanna tell you that i found some xmas card in the shops last weekend. All of it (7) with Kinkade paints. AND!!!!!!!!! I sent my 1st card in my whole life into Canada to my sweetest guy. weeeeeeeeeeeee. I hope he'll love it. I just wrote about how amazing his movie (Kinkade one) and how sad i am 'cause of the no-premiere thing. And i wished him a happy xmas with his family. :D
 And of course i wrote some thing about why i love the show and Sam. (nothin' slashy or incesty thing) <-- i did this after i found [info]samgotmail community. :) I think it's a really good idea. :D I went to the post office today (2-3 hours earlier). :D I used air mail. ;)

And.... the other thing: I stole it (sorry honey, but.... *blushes*) from my sweetest greek chick, [info]ckll ! :D You've really good ideas, sweetheart! Soooo! I just wanna send you a christmas card (nothing big or spn, just a 'simple' card). Sooo! If you like the idea, send me your address and i'll send you a card. :D


Fiúk, lányok, gyerekek (ki minek érzi magát. :P)! 1 részt a nagy újságom, h ma feladtam életem 1. képeslapját Kanadába. Találtam az üzletben néhány lapot, amin Kinkade képek vannak (szám szerint 7 különbözőt) és ezek közül az egyiket írtam meg és küldtem el, mint életem legelső lapja, Jarednek. Semmi wincest v slash nem került a lapra. Csak boldog karácsonyt kívántam neki. Meg h milyen szomorú vok, h nem láthatom ezt a fantasztikus filmet (a Kinkadest) széles vásznon. Meg írtam 1-2 dolgot, h miért szeretem a sorozatot és Samet. <-- A lapot az inspirálta, h találtam a fentebb található commot. És sztem tök jó ötlet. :D Szal kész, meg van elküldtem. Légi postával! :D weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

És a másik dolog pedig drága barátosnémtól loptam.  A lényeg, h küldj nekem levelet a címeddel és küldök neked karácsonyra lapot. Semmi extra plusz, v Sn-es izé nem lesz, csak egy képeslap Tőlem Neked Karácsonyra! Szerintem jó ötlet, és ha szerinted is és szeretnél kapni tőlem, akkor tudod hol találod a send message cuccot. :D Pusziiiiiiii!


*many, many hugs and smooch*
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How i feel? Right now: blah
Music Rulez: Josh Groban - You raise me up
 
 
myfairlady_82
22 November 2008 @ 04:26 pm
....news. The snow is falls. It's good 'cause I didn't see snow since years, but i love it. I don't like cold, but snow... yes. (Something little good in these bad days.)

Nyah hát. Csak 1 picike hírecske. Esik a hó. Ez jó hír, mert évek óta nem láttam havat és pedig szeretem. A hideget nem, de a havat igen. (Valami kis jó ebben a rossz időszakomban.)
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How i feel? Right now: apathetic
Music Rulez: nothing
 
 
myfairlady_82
22 November 2008 @ 12:28 am
...the very bottom of the depression. I wrote just right before. :S I'm sorry for this, but..... uhhh I can't feel anything.... :S I'm sick. I mean not my body, I'm sick inside. - Csajok, aszem ez a depresszió legalja. :S Épp az előbb írtam ezt. Bocsi ezért, de ez most.... Nem tom, most ez olyan nem érzek semmit. Tök üres minden. :S


Minek éljek

Van, hogy állsz, de nem látsz.
Van, hogy sírsz, de nem érzel.
Van, hogy álmodsz, de elszáll.
Van, hogy kérsz, de nem kapsz.
Van, hogy sikítanál, de senki sem hall.
Van, hogy vársz, de senki nem jön.

Ha nem segít senki,
Ha nem akar a családod,
Ha nem érdekel senkit az álmod;
Csak állsz és töprensz:
Minek születtem meg?

 
And the translation -->

Why I need to live

There is, you stand, but can't see.
There is, you cry, but don't feel.
There is, you dreamin', but fly away.
There is, you ask, but don't get.
There is, you wanna scream, but nobody hear.
There is, you wait, but nobody come.

If nobody help,
If don't want you your family,
If nobody care your dream;
You only stand and thinkin':
Why was I born?

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How i feel? Right now: lethargic
Music Rulez: Kutless - Promise of a lifetime
 
 
myfairlady_82
21 November 2008 @ 07:16 pm
... I'm ill and depressed soo bad. I don't know why, just sooo depressed. In the middle of this feelings I wrote a new poem. :S


Alone in the dark


I'm alone
without feelings;
I'm alone
without real friends.
I'm alone
without how it feels:
Everybody loves you
near by you.

What it feels?
If somebody loves you?
Send me an angel!
Who show me
what I never known
in my whole life.
I can't do anything,
Just wanna go away.

I can't cry
since i was 15.
Nobody want to know
What I want.
Send me an angel, please!
Send somebody,
Who protect and hold me
in his strong hands;
Where I can feel:
I have somebody.
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How i feel? Right now: depressed
Music Rulez: James Blunt - Goodbye my lover
 
 
myfairlady_82
19 November 2008 @ 07:42 pm
...to tell you! And something i want to show you.

Follow and read it all... )
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I'm here:: at home :S
How i feel? Right now: sick
Music Rulez: Scorpions - Send me an angel
 
 
myfairlady_82
09 November 2008 @ 06:22 pm
I wrote it only to you. I'd like to wish you a happy birthday today and a very happy life with this small poem. And wanna thank you everything what you did/do or will do. :)



A gift

It's happened in the past:
A FLOWER born
With big smile.
Grew up by today
And lives happily;
I wish: let there be a lot
More of your happy days!

Happy Birthday to [info]ckll !
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How i feel? Right now: cheerful
Music Rulez: Christian Kane - In the darkness
 
 
myfairlady_82
29 October 2008 @ 09:41 pm
.... I wanna say THANK YOU!!!!! to all of you. This was my best birthday in my whole life. You made this day better and happier. And you shown me what is special day. I don't know how i can survive every day without ya'all. Soooooo ... Many, many thanx to you for your love and hugs and everything. And thank you for your lovely friendship!


Na szóval! Csak szeretném nektek megköszönni a tegnapi napot. NAGYON, NAGYON KÖSZÖNÖM!!!! Mindent. Életem első igazi szülinapja volt. (és ezt most nem azért mondom, hogy sajnáljatok vagy vmi; csak őszinte vagyok.) Sok-sok puszi és ölelés és minden, hogy itt vagytok és a barátaimnak tudhatlak Titeket.


*group hugs*
 
 
How i feel? Right now: touched
Music Rulez: James Blunt - Goodbye my lover
 
 
myfairlady_82
29 October 2008 @ 08:43 pm
...from my life.

Hy everyone. I promissed.... sooo... here it is.... :D

 
follow me and look what you can see... )



look... it's me in real... )



some pics from my brothers wedding... )



And last but not least... )



Next part somewhere in the future. :D *kisses and hugs*
 
 
How i feel? Right now: sleepy
Music Rulez: Reqiuem for a dream - OST
 
 
myfairlady_82
27 October 2008 @ 10:44 pm
I wrote a new poem today. Just minutes before and i want to share it with you. And i have another 1 which written weeks and weeks ago. This 1 is Hungarian, but i translated it to English to all of you, who can't understand my language.

1st - the older one:      (Warning!  Laugh danger!)                 
It's me

Magas vagyok
Nagy a szám,
Halálos a mosolyom,
Szellemek és démonok
Reszketve futnak előlem.
De ha rossz útra tévednék,
Ne állj az utamba!

Wichester vagyok,
Az ifjabb és kedvesebb.
Ha jót akarsz magadnak:
Kerüld el Deant, ha kanos,
S kerülj engem, ha dühös vagyok!

I am tall and
I have big face;
My smile is killer,
Spirits and demons
Run away from me.
But if I'd change upon bad,
Don't stand in my way!

I am Winchester,
The younger and kinder.
If you want good as yourself:
Keep clear of Dean if he's horny,
And avoid me if I'm angry!


2nd - new one: (If you ever read a poem like this, you know what you need to search. :D)
 

Sam and Dean

Somewhere in the dark,
Angel look at you;
Maybe he want something,
Waitin' for your brother
In a darkly room.
Never want to see you,
'Cause you're bad.
How can you do this?
Even if your brother wanna
Stop your demon half;
To get back your
Elaborate mind,
Right now and fast.

Dean is a good guy;
Even if he shows
Another things.
Never trust in him
While he smiles at you.
It's not real and
Naturally.
Can he change?
He never want.
Everytime he do the
Same:
Taboo is his life.
Embroil his brother into trouble, and
Run away when job finished.


I hope you enjoy these poems. Now i really, really want the truth about these 2! Thanx in advance!
*smooch and good night*

P.S. You know i've not that good English, so please don't tell it, I know! :P

P.S.S. [info]ckll Honey! I started translate your fic (Ya know J2 on the gayest island.) and the other 1 (the 3some) Is in work in progress. Soo Be tremblin'! I didn't forget it. I just do it too slowly. Sorry for that! You'll know when i'll finish 'em. (You'll get a message then! *grin*) *kisses*
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I'm here:: near my bed
How i feel? Right now: frustrated
Music Rulez: James Blunt - Goodbye my lover
 
 
myfairlady_82
26 October 2008 @ 07:33 pm
... from [info]bloodyrosered ! Soo. Now, it's your time honey! :D

1. Name:
2. Birthday:
3. Where do you live:
4: What are you studying/What are you working as:
5. What makes you happy:
6. What are you listening to now/have listened to last:
7. What is particularly good/bad about my LJ:
8. An interesting fact about you:
9. Are you in love/have a crush at the moment:
10. Favorite place to be:
11. Favorite lyric:
12. Best time of the year:
13. Weirdest food you like:

RECOMMEND
1. A film:
2. A book:
3. A song:
4: A band:

FANDOM
1. Favorite Fandom:
2. OTP/OT3:
3. Icon/Fic Journal (so I can join):

PLUS
1. One thing you like about me:
2. Two things you like about yourself:
3. Put this in your lj so I can tell you what I think of you?
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How i feel? Right now: busy
Music Rulez: watch TV
 
 
myfairlady_82
26 October 2008 @ 12:56 pm
10 Reasons Why Gay Marriage is Wrong...


 
1) Being gay is not natural.
And real Americans always reject unnatural things like eyeglasses, polyester, and air conditioning, tattoos, piercings and silicon breasts...


2) Gay marriage will encourage people to be gay.
In the same way that hanging around tall people will make you tall.


3) Legalizing gay marriage will open the door to all kinds of crazy behav​ior.
People may even wish to marry their pets because a dog has legal standing and can sign a marriage contract. Lamps are next.


4) Straight marriage has been around a long time and hasn't changed at all;
Hence why women are still property, blacks still can't marry whites, and divorce is still illegal.


5) Straight marriage will be less meaningful if gay marriage were allowed;
And we can't let the sanctity of Britney Spears' 55-hour just-for-fun marriage be destroyed.


6) Straight marriages are valid because they produce children.
So therefore, gay couples, infertile couples, and old people shouldn't be allowed to marry because our population isn't out of control, our orphanages aren't full yet, and the world needs more children.


7) Obviously gay parents will raise gay children,
Since, of course, straight parents only raise straight child​ren.


8) Gay marriage is not supported by religion.
In a theocracy like ours, the values of one religion are imposed on the entire country. That's why we have only one religion in America.


9) Children can never succeed without a male and a female role model at home.
Which is exactly why we as a society expressly forbid single parents to raise children.


10) Gay marriage will change the foundation of society; we could never adapt to new social norms.
Just like we haven't adapted to cars, the service-sector economy, or longer life spans.

Re-post this if you believe love makes a marriage.

Vote NO on Prop 8
 
 
How i feel? Right now: calm
Music Rulez: Jem -24
 
 
myfairlady_82
24 October 2008 @ 09:38 pm
... but now i'm back in full. I hope it'll never happen again with me in my life. Tooo many bad things happened with me. I didn't know how i survived.... yet.... i know now..... 'cause of you. I love ya'all my 'little', amazing friends. :D

And i wrote a new poem just right before. Let me present it to you:



Sometimes

Sometimes you will,
Sometimes you won't.
Sometimes you can,
Sometimes you can't.

Sometimes you can believe
                                          in future;
Sometimes you will start to do
                                          what YOU want.
Sometimes you can't believe
                                          in yourself;
Sometimes you won't believe:
                                          you have friends.

It's hard to believe,
To forget everything.
Everything bad what
happened with you...

But you'll stand up again.
Start learning to walk again;
And now you know:
You HAVE friends.



P.S. I just wanna tell you to Thank you for everything!  *hugs you all soooo thight*
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I'm here:: at home :P
How i feel? Right now: good
Music Rulez: David Jordan - Sun goes down
 
 
myfairlady_82
23 October 2008 @ 06:43 pm
This is me. :D I didn't know i'm as Bobby. lol :D (Thanx for this to[info]captainlon who post her own on [info]dean_sam :D)


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How i feel? Right now: cheerful
Music Rulez: Breaking Benjamin - Tha diary of Jane
 
 
 
 

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